ive been posting mainly poems up here, but whats in my head right now isnt quite sifted thru yet to be a poem. give it time. im getting...i dunno how im getting. my emotions r changing. my frustrations are ending. im actually almost pretty happy if u can believe that. the straw that broke the camels back. its amazing what retrospect can bring to u. i think back and all i can say to myself is damn. damn...cuz now i dont have rose-colored shades on. damn...cuz im not listening to other ppl anymore. damn...cuz im finally seeing what i knew all the time. my timbs were def made for walking lmao.

im at peace. im still worried about graduating, getting a job, finding a place to live, basically failing at the one thing i cant afford to fail at - LIFE. but let me sort thru one thing at a time. my chi is where i need it to be. and i didnt have to beat anyone with a bat or trip them down the stairs. thats progress folks.

peace.